Change is the only constant.

There was this period of time few months back where the #whatpubertydidtome hashtag was trending. Many many people were posting their transformation throughout the years on Instagram/Facebook. I did also made one and posted but deleted after awhile because..... well i dont know why.

Showed some of my friends that photo i made and they commented how hideous i was when i was 13-16 and how different i look now, as compared to that. I thought to myself "hey, i don't look THAT bad last time what? Why is everyone over-reacting??" But actually those are just words to comfort myself hahahaha

This is then why i decided to see the changes in me via posting past and current photos of me. Yes, you are very welcome. Laugh all you want, Its okay.

(Photos are all according to month of the year. First photo will be early of that year and last photo will be end of that year.)

2009

15 year old me:

yeah okay. i looked super wtf , i realised. hahahahhahah

2010

16 year old me :

2011

17 year old me :

2012

18 year old me:

2013

19 year old me:

And so this is the me now. 

I'm not sure if you can tell but 2010 is the year where my acne became worst. My cheeks was filled with pimples all over. I have to always cover it up with concealer and foundation before i head out. After my N Levels, i decided to visit the dermatology. Did research and went to the one at Paragon and spent a bomb! My dermatologist gave me some stuffs to apply but me being the lazy me as usual, stopped after awhile.That is why my acne did improve a little but still exist, all thanks to the lazy me.

Decided to let my hair grow longer at the last few months of 2010. BEST.DECISION.EVER. I have short hair for more than half of my life.  If you are wondering what took me so long,  Its because i always thought i will look super weird and can't imagine myself with long hair, so my hair is always super short. If you'd ask me to go through that period again, errr no thanks? Just kill me!

2012 was the year i tried dying my hair and swear never ever ever (getting back together) go back to black because i look very bad in black hair!! I also then discovered double eyelid tape only during August of that year? SO FREAKING HAPPY. I can has bigger eyes! Before discovering of double eyelid tape, life sucked (hahahah). I have uneven eyes, where my right has double eyelid while my left don't. So whenever i take photos, my left eye tend to appear smaller than my right. But after finding out this miracle double eyelid tape, I CAN HAS EVEN EYES!! Applying of eye makeup is soooo much easier and better too!

 I'd like to thank double eyelid tapes for existing. Though it took lots and lots of practice (and patient). The first few times of application caused my lids to swell because its too sticky. But after a few months, i got the hang of it and voila! 

My skin improved too, not sure why. But i hope it stays like that for long!! I think i have a permanent double eyelid on my left eye now. Maybe cos i've been using double eyelid tapes for super long already. Watched Michelle Phan's video and hers took 3 months (only wtf) to turn permanent. Not sure if it works for everyone cos mine took quite long. But i am still very thankful!!

So we have come to and end and i have to agree that i did change. Not sure in what term cos looks wise, i thought my face is still the same. Weight wise? Same old same old. Oh personality wise, no changes at all for sure haha. So what could it be then?